oh evil memorial day...

how i loathe thee and all your available yummy grilled items...

ugh. i totally fell off the wagon & getting back on the wagon today SUCKED BALLS. It's ok though, i'll hop back on the wagon again and won't beat myself up... I'm nervous because i have to fly to Florida in about a week.
So not sure how the shakes will travel, or if the airline will let me take them.

& not sure how the socializing aspect is going to be... =( it's going to be brutal being the only person there not eating the catered foods / drinking up a storm... i wish i could have an uninterrupted 1 month without travel and or social obligations =(

OK, trying to keep up the good humor... but it is kinda wearing on me.. i'm also having this wierd pain on 2 locatins on my back... not sure why, and hopefully unrelated.

To Dorina....

hello!!! i hope you haven't given up completely on my blog =) i would love a partner in this, it helps!! any ideas and tips as well!!

i've neglected my posts...

But not Optifast!!! I'm exactly 1 month as of yesterday, and i'm happy to report i have lost 17 blasted pounds! never to return!!!

I cheated a total of 4 times at social occassions, but i kept it carb free to stay in ketosis.. a couple drinks though, so bad bad.

But i got RIGHT back on the wagon anytime i fell off & didn't beat myself up...

ok... here's my virtual model pics =D

11 days, 10.5 lbs.

wow. 11 days later, and 10.5 lbs weight loss. Doesn't make TOO much of a difference in my virtual model, but it makes enough of a difference that i'm feeling the momentum build & have hardened my resolve not to cheat.

I've had a couple hard days, not because i'm hungry, but just because i miss the comfort of a pepperoni pizza sometimes =)

Here's a virtual model update!